2013年10月29日
And the rain flower
Once the shoulder length hair and worry, cut, three thousand will not see. The intellectual spirit, business at a loss.
Earth road, who with?
Up to now, long hair has been cut short, Shuangbin snow dye miris spa.
With China, black hair has gone.
How many years, tie dye dust, suit the shelffemale short sleeve t-shirt.
But the thin bone thin, my end is not wide, deep boots camouflage, always take the desert plateau.
This piece of territory walked tired, only left the southern mobei.
The most beautiful flowers can only enjoy not pick, the most touching scenes to stay to the end will not be cast into the shade in the memory.
The autumn wind rustling, rustling autumn, if the spring is a song of love and sorrow of neologisms, autumn is more melancholy feelings.
South of the Yangtze River, that is a can not touch the dream.
If the hazy Jiangnan the arch stone bridges, if the spring is the tree, if Qingliu waterfront Jiangnan Water Village Hill Guo is Jiangnan Spring Wine flag wind, if, the fireworks in March is that Zhang Baifan, Yangzhou's then, lilac lane is the Jiangnan jogtrot limbo, then, with the wall is the Jiangnan that attack Troy color.
Jiangnan is a picture, a poem, south of Yangtze River is a life experience, Jiangnan too delicate, exquisite to not to glance over things hurriedly, tasted.
Jiangnan, sunrise flaming red river.
South of the Yangtze River, such as blue green spring water.
Jiangnan, seasonal deeply shallow. South of the Yangtze, the long short.
Then I busy Jiangshan Linglong whose boat? A bright moon shining on the who in Taihu? The one lane in solitude who paper umbrella? That a window full of who's missing? South of the Yangtze river.
Where is the Jiangnan? Where not Jiangnan?
Send a dream in Jiangnan, send a dream in the distant. The future is unknown, the unknown future, wait for an unknown that season, flowers, dream of jiangnan.
Traditional Chinese ink painting Jiangnan.
Earth road, who with?
Up to now, long hair has been cut short, Shuangbin snow dye miris spa.
With China, black hair has gone.
How many years, tie dye dust, suit the shelffemale short sleeve t-shirt.
But the thin bone thin, my end is not wide, deep boots camouflage, always take the desert plateau.
This piece of territory walked tired, only left the southern mobei.
The most beautiful flowers can only enjoy not pick, the most touching scenes to stay to the end will not be cast into the shade in the memory.
The autumn wind rustling, rustling autumn, if the spring is a song of love and sorrow of neologisms, autumn is more melancholy feelings.
South of the Yangtze River, that is a can not touch the dream.
If the hazy Jiangnan the arch stone bridges, if the spring is the tree, if Qingliu waterfront Jiangnan Water Village Hill Guo is Jiangnan Spring Wine flag wind, if, the fireworks in March is that Zhang Baifan, Yangzhou's then, lilac lane is the Jiangnan jogtrot limbo, then, with the wall is the Jiangnan that attack Troy color.
Jiangnan is a picture, a poem, south of Yangtze River is a life experience, Jiangnan too delicate, exquisite to not to glance over things hurriedly, tasted.
Jiangnan, sunrise flaming red river.
South of the Yangtze River, such as blue green spring water.
Jiangnan, seasonal deeply shallow. South of the Yangtze, the long short.
Then I busy Jiangshan Linglong whose boat? A bright moon shining on the who in Taihu? The one lane in solitude who paper umbrella? That a window full of who's missing? South of the Yangtze river.
Where is the Jiangnan? Where not Jiangnan?
Send a dream in Jiangnan, send a dream in the distant. The future is unknown, the unknown future, wait for an unknown that season, flowers, dream of jiangnan.
Traditional Chinese ink painting Jiangnan.
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2013年10月11日
那瞬間的溫柔
傾世的柔情也比不過一瞬間的溫柔，有那一瞬間，那一刻足矣。生存的本質乃至期望都有了，人世間的情感分為多種：親情、友情、愛情。親情大於天，友情可以Archive 去康和堂買康婷清脂素減肥獲得鼓勵與幫助，愛情會使人開心，同樣也使人傷心，失戀的苦楚有誰能知曉，或許無人問津吧。
如果說相愛的兩個人是一種折磨的話，那樣的愛過於自私狹隘，家人的束縛，終究擺脫不了，傷的是兩個人，與其何忍，不如選擇放手，百善孝為先，這是古理，如果選擇一再逃避，一再的反抗的話，得到的結果終究眾叛親離，像那種不在乎世俗眼光的愛情，這世間少有，結局往數學補習往很美，長眠地下，得到是所有人的祝福，同樣也有人很反感，要我說的話，不用在意別人怎麼想，只要自己幸福就夠了。
有一種痛叫錐心之痛，明明很喜歡一個人，卻要用酒來麻醉自己，那溫柔或許是短暫的，但對於我來說是我這輩子美好的回憶，沒有雜碎，有一個人單戀另一個人，她的膽小，不敢說她自己很苦惱，儘管喝酒買醉，但終究忘不掉他的影子，或許不是喜歡那麼簡單吧，轉化為愛的同時，卻很累，很痛，苦了自己是不行的，但她偏偏很傻，寧願活在那種回憶中，也不願意面對現實中的殘忍，一再的忍耐，終究化成了利劍，刺傷了她，借酒消愁愁更愁，但至少可以使自己快樂。
當她懂得放手的時候，瞬間的攪擾使她沉浸其中，酒後的關心話語使她無法忘懷，但她不明白要的到底是什麼？或許會隨著時間淡忘吧，打開那扇窗，呼吸新鮮空氣，感受外面的新奇事物，或許這是她以後該做的，必須做的吧。
斷情絕愛，世間幾人能做到，感覺很好的同時，避免不了爭吵，避免不了自己的一時任性，給兩人帶來痛苦，或許她很清醒吧！有一種生活卻是感覺很好，像古人一樣隱居，這是她所追求的，或許吧，但是物質上，包括她的家人，這是她所牽絆的，只能自己心裏想想吧。
往往經歷過之後，總有些許感動，總有一種暗殤，得不到的往往是最好的嗎，搞不懂自己的想法，時常的放肆自己，這或許很好吧。懂她的人或許會明白她會怎麼做吧！想像是美好的嗎？誰都無法想像吧！
有的時候感覺老天在跟她開玩笑似的，一絲的溫柔填滿了她的內心，或許她要的只是那短暫的溫柔把！活在過去很好嗎？因為過去的種種，壓的很累，很累，想到自己缺失的同時，補足自己曾失去的這是最重要的。
我感謝老天爺讓我有遐想的空間，有這種自由，每次的坦然得到是自己的放鬆寬心，無聊到寫無聊的東西，或許應該淡忘吧！看到的往往是虛假的，最真實的往往是一起經歷過的。自由，安靜的生活是我隨追求的，我感謝老天爺讓我活在瘋瘋傻傻中，同樣清醒或許只是短暫的，我釋放的是自己的瘋癲，我偽裝自己清醒的意識，不該想的沒必要去想。
或許沒有人懂我吧，也許永遠都不會懂把！在清醒意識下，做事一定要認真，瘋傻中，得到的是別人的不在乎，釋放自己的無奈，自己的怨氣。
那瞬間的溫柔，給了我清醒的意識，給了我做事的勇氣，給了我生存的期望，或許這就是我追求的吧！
(一陣風波過後，一切顯得很平靜，我之前的放肆，無奈，完全是寂寞作祟，受不了孤單，受不了一個人獨處的時候，安靜過後顯得很平靜的同時，顯示出一個人的孤獨和暗殤，我要感謝我遇到的每一個人，因為他們很好，總是會被我無情的傷害，我錯了，我都是被寂寞弄成這樣的，原本不喝酒的我，有段時間老喝酒，馬上都快是酒鬼了，不過我清醒了，感覺挺好的，荒唐背後有份虧欠，但我很滿足，因為我不想讓所有人都拋棄我，那樣的話我真的很孤單的啊！以後不會了，永遠不會了！）
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